greetings and salutations...

so, hi. i'm chandler. i'm small and blonde. i like distorting reality, and i drink a lot of ginger beer, and i collect plastic dinosaurs. i also love matryoshka dolls, the runaways, severed body parts and anarchism. i am an atheist, and a theist. i have tiny feet and hands. i most often wear a pair of flowered doc martens on my feet. i have had the perfect leather jacket since i was 11, and it cost me a dollar. it was well worth the price. i used to want to be a bodhisattva in the ninth grade, and instead of talking to people i meditated on kerouac in the bright red light of the dark room in the photo lab. i never slept until i was five years old, and when i did sleep, i had night terrors about butterflies and insects swarming me. my mother would have to pour water down my throat so i could wake up. i think the only reason we see dreams as being nonsensical is because this realm of the universe is ruled by sense. the dream world is ruled by nonsense, and since no rules apply, we have no need to measure reality there. i love to cut things up.. fabric, paper, magazines, books, my hair.. and i spend a lot of time watching surrealist animations from 60s/70s czechoslovakia. my sense of humour is extremely dark, and i love talking to people (and listening to them) more than anything in the world. my boyfriend phil and i are made of the same atoms, just in different formations, and when we are very close we are the same entity. he is the most beautiful person in the world; we can read each others' minds. i love him more than i have ever loved anyone or anything and it continues to mutate and grow the more we live. we spend a lot of time adventuring around the city, drawing, blazing, eating really kick ass vegan food, and talking for hours and hours and hours. otherwise, when i'm alone, i daydream and draw and cut things up and suck myself into alternate realities where there are no limitations whatsoever. i love the universe very much.